..assignment..

Malam ni, dh janji dgn Yan..a friend of mine..nk karang apa yg jd lewat status² dlm ym lately..hehe..mmg tingin nk karang dlm ni n mcm nk jadikan blog ni tmpt ngadu lps 'kehilangan' teman ngadu..hmm..tgk la mlm ni..kalau sempat n ada mood..byk actually nk diceritakan..i guess dgn menulih n hidupkan balik blog ni..boleh rasa release skit kot..well..tonite..insyaallah..kalau tak..tgk la hari² lain lak..kk..nk balik umah dh..

..comeback..

Well..lama dh x tulih dlm blog..bykkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk sgt bende yg jd..sepanjang thn 2008 ni..yg dh nk ujung dh pn..hmm..I'm not that lonely anymore..I'm not sure whether I got him or not..but most of the time he is with me.. He is the one that I always mention in my previous entry..tp secara berlapik la.. I already turn 30, by today..I am 30 years, 23 days..tua dah...huhu...takut..takutt.. I wish we can end this 'unknown-relation' with a marriage..I really really wish that to happen..as I can't face if he is with someone else..kenyataan gila skit but it's true.. Dateline dh bagi on last 30 October but he cannot make it..he still doesn't have any answer to our 'unknown-relation'.. Lama dah..since early this year actually..we are so close to each other.. I'm still hoping..and still hoping..moga ada sinar di hujung terowong (*pinjam wording Lina, a good friend of mine). Nak kata bodoh tu..hmm..ntah la..cam bodoh la jugak kan..but the choice is mine..and I choose to be a bit bodoh..and sabar..semoga kesabaran ni berbaloi.